haah, today was fun, went out with my loved ones, but sad cases happen.
alright get to the motive of posting,
weeeeeooowwnnnerr!!!
thanks for everything you told me that day, appreciated.
thanks for being my listening ear although i am annoying.
thanks for being always by my side cheering me up.
thanks for understanding my problems.
thanks for being there when i had these problems.
thanks for today.
thanks for appearing into my life,
thanks for the smiles you gaved,
thank god, for having me to know you.
You had already been carved into my brain,
and i will never ever forget the things you told me.
Don't worry about me anymore, i will be alright.
Thanks for everything, really appreciated,
i dontknow how to live on if there isn't a person for me to talk to that day.
Thankyou sharonweeyanting!x3

ohhh, beloved sister,
hahah, i know maybe you wont see this , (cause you're lazy pigg!)
but i still wanna post cause i cant say these facing you.
i know i always didn't tell you things
but the reason for that is because idontknow how to speak to you,
i dont want to see you worry, you already had many troubles,
i dont want to drag you into mine understand?
sorry for all the attiiudes i gave,
i really dont mean it, i gulity after doing it,
heart aches,
since you already know them, just promise me! don worry k?
i'm alright, thanks for tolerating my bloody attiude,
i know i sucked, failed being your brother,
i'm trying my best k?
i'll forever dotes you , no worries(:
as for your troubles, i will help ya if i could,
but you! dont give up unless i give up on helping you okay?
promise?
and for those bloody greeny things, just think that they are
those people you hated most and chew them down.
you may find me naggy, but it's for your own good ok?
i'll never ever harm you.
alrights, loveyou sister, last long with eddie k? ^^

What the fuck is wrong with me..

Bloody hell, i'm mad. I went crazy already.
I done a thing which i shouldn't have done.
I thrown temper on the most important person of mine,
so fucking gulity of it and i even have the guts to apologise now.
i really mad, how would i wish someone would speak t her on behalf of me..
damnit, gulity. i really dontknow what i'm thinking, i scolded the person which i shouldnt even scold. she's like fucking innocent yeah.. hell tanbinghua, go to hell will ya... zzzz

To you again:
i understood now k? i'm sorry , made you cried. really didn't expect that, just writting off my feelings. But no worries, i bet him will never give up, his bloody hell stubborn attidude, never say die one! so no worry he won't run away , one day if you think back , there's still him there for you. ok? study hard alrights? need help can always find me. loves!

To him:
bloody hell gay brother! LOLOL, no matter what , a must, your love for her must never change okay? hahah , don only think of those stuffs ahh, study hard too k? loves!

Delicated for my owner.

Oh my, since months i haven posted, not even motivated to.
But now, for a reason , i am updating my rotten blog.
The reason is to tell you this, yes you! my owner.










Although we started off being strangers and now you're my close ones, but this is all fated.
i remember you, always cheering me up when i'm down . But for once, cheer up yourself for my sake.
we somehow quarreled today, hate it. i shut my phone i threw it aside, showing temper infront of everyone.
2nd time it happen t me alr for this month, but both is because of the two person i cared most, but of cos, i still cares for my brothers, esp kengwai and simming. all of ya are extremely important to me.
i know you were upset, if this happen to me , i'll too, i tried putting myself into your shoes.
But, going m.i.a doesn't solve the problem, you are just simply avoiding them. Simply because of some guys and caused you like this, you think it's worth? many people dotes you, know how hurt they feel? it seems alright to me, but how about others? going m.i.a? have you thought of the guy who is crazy of you? He never gave up on you, like you asked me yesterday. patch or wait? i'm sorry, i told him. Wants to know how he reacted? he begged me to say yes, he wanted t patch so badly, he lovesyou to the max. i know i'm wrong i told him, but forgive me, i really want see you two together.
The things happen around you really hurts you , i know. but think positive, they are just simply foolish, dunno how think, if they did nothing , what for feeling gulity, we cares for you. don be angry cos of these things, they are at their disadvantage to lose you, as a friend. And for that guy who avoiding you, maybe he doesn't really mean it, but we can't control this, he has his reason for that maybe, but there is a person who cares for you , loves you right there waiting for you! why consider? i seriously don understand you sometimes , sorry. But you are just like throwing away a tons of gold.
you yourself know he loves you more than anyone else does, you also knows he dotes you most, he will do anything for you. and then what are you considering now? i know it's your life, i shouldn't interfer, but as your friend here, i really wish you find a guy who dotes you. i not trying to say edsel isn't good, but simming is right there for ya.
Whatever it is, i really don wish t see you suffer anymore, it's terrible, as a plant myself , it sucks lol-.-,
Feel free to talk to flower when you're troubled ok? i'll try my best to be your listening ear(:
alright owner? could you promise me this? stop thinking of those unhappy stuffs alright? many things are prepared right ahead for you. Stay happy and cheerful, my cutest owner~ lovesyou.
Cherish what's around you, before you start regretting when they're gone~